I guess its not about the man// its about the drama now// been on this for a while// I aint wanna call it out// shits been kinda foul// could of cleaned up// you got a new dude// acting like he hot stuff// but I can do the math// this isn't adding up// if found another path// me and u aint gotta cross// see, you still in the past// I know that I broke your heart// but I aint gonna lie// I tried, didn't work enough// you wasn't my type// I wasn't a book// so tryna read my mind, or judge me off my looks// was always gonna fail, I'm complex// even if you was my girl, I hate stress// so regardless of love, when you undressed// can't change who I am, girl I'm focus// *muah so baby low kiss// say goodbye to BLUE guy// we aint gotta talk// gotta say hi// appreciate you telling straight// but I don't reply// to things that I deem unimportant// had a lot to say, but silence as golden// so even though, I don't love you any different// if the scars showed up from my dealings with other women// you can blame me, for you and him, having ur disagreements// I'll take that// I'll be the scape goat// but I won't complain// so lovely just know// taking time out to reach out to me// just illiterates the fact that you never got over me// but you over look the smiles and the kisses// equate all the time spent down to being useless// and tell me that I shitted on u hard// and I'm ruthless// tell me I'ma MONSTER// but we know what the truth is// you wouldn't love him the same, if you never loved me// you wouldn't found homeboy, if u never found me// so basically you owe me// you can take the strain, as tax// for the growing that you did while we was still intact// before we broke off// friendship lost// I aint sad, cuz we all gotta play ball// life's funny how it takes its away// but always finds time to put things back into place// so when my phone rings// and your name// I pic up I never hesitate// I understand first hand, that people grow apart// and if you doubt me allow me to demonstrate// if we have a problem, and I choose separate// still text you back, but only on the next day// don't return your calls, tell you that I'm busy// don't know where I'm at, and I spaz if you ask me//

pay attention// I'm trying tell u suttin// read between the lines, or you just gonna miss what's coming// at times love will come with seasons// so moods of a heart will change, without reasons// there's ways to deal// but they take time to learn// how to heat a cold shoulder, without getting burned// and even though Im farther away from you than I used to be// when we do speak, I can tell you're still used to me// something to shoot for// getting that else where// good luck with that// I honestly won't care// it is what it is// do what u wanna do// not a person in this world, for whom I wouldn't be BLUE// I'm detached at times and I know that// you knew how I was before you walked in// so forgive me if I'm hurt and I don't show that// love works better when its kept in//

Even when I don't show you how I feel//
Trust that I'm REal//
Popping out the BLUE//
Tryna find a way to deal//
Tryna find a way to deal//